chapter 19

I grab his hand and lead him to my cabin, so we can have some privacy to talk. “Sam, are you going to
tell Ivan I'm here?”

He then planets his lips onto my lips as he shoves my body against the wall he then starts to kiss me
down my neck and biting me I moan out in pleasure. Letting him give me the pleasure that he desires. I
put my arms above my head for him to take my sweater off. He grips it and takes it off of me, then he
starts to suck on my nipples and flickering my nipples with his tongue. I can feel my body light on fire as
my pussy is becoming wet.

“Lilly, I have missed you so much have you missed me?” He asked while he is putting his hand down
my pants and started rubbing my clit.

I can barely talk to him, he is giving me so much pleasure I can't constraint on my words fuck he makes
me feel so good. I fight to get my words to come as he begins to rub my clit faster and faster. “Yes, I
have missed you, especially your touch.” I moan out loudly as I have my first orgasm.

He doesn't stop rubbing my clit. I try to move away from him to get him to stop because the pleasure is
too much he pulls my body back in. He then picks me up and throws me onto my bed I giggle out of
excitement for what is about to come. He then goes down and kisses my pussy with his lips as licks up
all my juice off of me. He takes my legs and lifts them in the air. I then feel him thrust his hard cock into
my pussy. I scream out in pleasure so excited on how he is making me feel I can't control myself. As he
thrusts his cock inside me my body explodes with having multiple orgasms loving every single one and
craving more He then hollers out to me.

“Damn Lily, you make me feel so fucking good your pussy is so tight and fucking delicious.” As he's
pounding his cock inside me and gripping on to my breast. I never realized how flexible I really am. As
my legs rest on his chest as he pushes them forward, my legs almost going over my head. I can tell



that the pleasure is getting too much for him, he is ready to cum. As he drives his hard cock deeper
and deeper inside me and harder. God, it feels so fucking good I never want him to stop.

I then hear a knock at my door, trying to control myself from screaming. Then Sam pulls out and cums
on my chest. I jump up, smiling, searching for something to wipe his cum off my chest.

I whisper to him, "get dressed, someone is at the door."

I hurry to find my clothes, then go over to the door and open it. I see Landon "Hey what's up.”

Not realizing my hair is a mess, and I'm sweaty, he looks at me weird “Are you okay.”

“Of course I'm ok why wouldn't I be ok?”

“Well you ran out of my house pretty fast I thought something happened I wasn't sure, so I wanted to
make sure everything was fine.”

“That is very nice of you, but I'm great everything is fantastic.”

Sam comes up to the door and I pushed him back not wanting Landon to see him. Not that it is any of
Landon's business, but I don't want him to think I am a whore. I don't want him to question my
relationship with Sam because there really isn't one.

“OK, well would you like to start the tour of the pack?”

“Yes, that would be great could you give me a few minutes and I will meet you at your house.”

“Sure see you in a little bit.”

I shut the door in a hurry. I turn around and Sam is standing beside me, I push him back. I see him
smirking at me “what are you looking at.”



“Lilly, why would you jump off the falls.”

“I needed to escape my life. I didn't want to be used by Ivan and once he raped me, something died
inside me.”

“What the fuck he raped you, that fucking bastard.”

“His Wolf took over, he was angry, and he lost control of his wolf wanted his mate not making excuses
for him, but it's the truth.”

“That's just an excuse Ivan knows how to control his Wolf; he could have stopped it.”

“All that doesn't matter now I'm away from him and I don't plan ongoing back. You need to keep my
existence to yourself let Ivan think I am dead.”

“Fine, I will keep your secret, but I will also be visiting you quite often.”

As he approaches me and kisses my neck, I smile, “I look forward to your visits.”

I feel so strange, almost like I feel power. I can't explain it, but I feel it. I need answers, I need to know
why I'm feeling the things I feel. I have never felt this good since my family died. Now that I have
control over the situation, all my worries disappear. Thinking maybe I can belong to this pack not sold
on the idea but definitely thinking about it.

“OK Sam, I am going to walk out and leave. Wait, a little bit then you can leave.”

“He smirks at me, am I your dirty little secret Lilly.”

I lean in to him like I'm going to kiss him, but I don't touch his lip I say Seductively” so what if you are do
you have a problem with that.”



He smiles “Absolutely not.” As he bites his bottom lip and stares at me, I can feel my body wanting
round two, but there is no time I got to meet Landon. I then open the door to my cabin and force myself
to leave before I can't no longer resist him. Well, it's not really him so much the pleasure he gives me.

As I am walking over to Landon's house, I feel more confident than I did before. Not sure what has
really changed since then but not caring, just happy that I am no longer nervous. I feel like I could take
on the world right now, and it feels good. As I get closer to his house, I sense something that terrifies
the hell out of me trying to figure it out, and that's when I realize it's Jayden. I shift into my wolf and I
take off. Desperate to find him he is in trouble. I can feel his pain. That is when I see a rouge standing
over his lifeless body.

No, I run with everything in me; I tackle the rouge as hard as I can; I let out a howl of Desperation. I'm
so angry I don't back down from this rouge I go straight for his throat, I break his neck almost instantly
from the force of my bite.

I go back over to Jayden and I began to lick his wounds trying to heal him. Landon comes running full
force. I don't let him near him, it's like I know what I am doing not even realizing I know how to help
him, but I can save him, but Landon needs to back off. When Landon attempts to tend to him, I let out a
warning growl.

I mind link Landon “please I know what I'm doing I can't explain it but let me help So I can save him.

When Landon finally backs off, I begin to help Jayden by licking every wound that he has on him one
by one they are starting to heal. Relieved I can start to see color returning to his face, his breathing is
also improving. My wolf and I begin to cry being so relieved that Jayden is going to make it out of this
tragic event I then mind link Landon ok you can take him to Dean I'm going to get dressed, and I'll be
right over.



I run back to my cabin and fall to the ground as I crul myself into a ball squeezing my legs to my chest
trying to comfort myself. I promised myself that I would never care for anyone ever again, but I have a
bond with Jayden that I couldn't help creating, terrified that I could have lost him too. I need to hurry up
and get dressed so I know that he is okay. I find clothes not caring if they match and put them on and
run to Deans, wanting to make sure that he is okay and that he indeed survived. I wipe the tears from
my eyes not wanting to show any kind of weakness. I am strong. I keep telling myself over and over
again as I open the door to walk into Dean's house.

| run back to my cabin and fall to the ground as | crul myself into a ball squeezing my legs to my chest
trying to comfort myself. | promised myself that | would never care for anyone ever again, but | have a
bond with Jayden that | couldn't help creating, terrified that | could have lost him too. | need to hurry up
and get dressed so | know that he is okay. | find clothes not caring if they match and put them on and
run to Deans, wanting to make sure that he is okay and that he indeed survived. | wipe the tears from
my eyes not wanting to show any kind of weakness. | am strong. | keep telling myself over and over
again as | open the door to walk into Dean's house.



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