Chapter 187: Everything Was Gone

Samuel made minced pork congee with preserved eggs Nicole liked very much, but when he came in,
he didn't find her.



Then he suddenly was in fear.



Did someone take away Nicole again under his nose?



"Nicole, Nicole!”



Samuel was in a panic.



He howled her name and looked for Nicole everywhere, but he heard something in a weak voice in the
room.



“lam here.”



Samuel was stunned.





He clearly heard about Nicole, but he couldn't see her.



“Nicole, where are you?”



Samuel put the porridge on the table, quietly listening in order to find where Nicole was. But after a long
time, he did not hear her reply.



He felt that he must have auditory hallucinations.



Nicole wasn't here. He didn't know who had taken her away.



Samuel wanted to stand up anxiously, but suddenly found that someone grabbed his foot.



He suddenly looked down and saw Nicole was scared under the bed.



Samuel was so shocked that he wanted to pity her.





"What are you doing?" he asked.



He did not blame Nicole, and pulled her out of there.



Nicole sat on the bed like a kid who did something wrong, not knowing where to put her hands.



She did not know how to say to Samuel.



It was very disgusting for him to see who she was, Nicole thought.



Living with Allen, she couldn't hide herself. The happiest thing was when there was no one at night, she
was alone, looking at

the ceiling all night till dawn every day.



Although it was boring, but it made her feel safe in the night.





But now faced with Samuel like this, Nicole suddenly felt embarrassed.



Nicole was no longer generous and confident. She even didn't know how to tell Samuel about this.



When Nicole was silent, Samuel felt as if a knife were piercing his heart.



"I made your favorite porridge. Just eat it a little, OK?"



Samuel went on over this topic, and he still looked at Nicole tenderly. However, it made Nicole stared
down directly.



"Im sorry.’ Nicole said.



"Don't say that. It’s not your fault. No matter what you have experienced, no matter who you are, I will
be with you. Nicole, you have to believe that we are a couple, and I will not hate or abandon you
because of your sufferings. You are still the girl who go after me all day and say she loves me’'



Samuel was so sincere that Nicole suddenly would like to cry.





She really became weak, otherwise why would she always want to cry?



"Thank you.”



Nicole lowered her head when seeing Samuel sitting next to her. She felt awkward for she was a huge
mess, but she had sex

with her tall and handsome husband before.



"Stay far away from me. I'll do it by myself.”



Nicole felt that she was like a beggar, and Samuel was a superior King. Invisibly, they seemed to be a
mismatched couple.



She didn't know how she got the courage to be with Samuel like that.



She didn't deserve that.





Seeing Nicole was withdrawing, Samuel did not give her the bowls and chopsticks, but whispered: "I'd
like to feed you. Could you do this for me?”



Nicole had no reason to reject him.



She nodded.



Samuel was about to feed her when Nicole felt nausea.



Nicole didn't want to be frivolous in front of Samuel. She tried to bear it. After Samuel fed her with
porridge, she chewed gently, but felt that her stomach was churning.



No!



She couldn't let Samuel see she forgot herself.



Samuel would feel guiltier if he knew she couldn't eat anything.





His guilty wasn't what she wanted.



Nicole suppressed it hard. When Samuel fed her again, she shook her head, "I don't want to eat
anymore.”



She was unable to swallow the most favorite food now.



She didn't know what happened to her, and thought she might fall ill.



Nicole did not dare to look at his eyes.



What if he felt it difficult to take care of her?



Or just thought she was hypocritical?



But she really didn't eat anymore.





Surprisingly, Samuel did not force her, but ate the leftover.



Nicole saw he didn't mind that, with tears in her eyes again.



“Ill go to the bathroom.”



She ran to the bathroom, even not knowing the quilt fell off.



Samuel sighed silently as he saw her acting like this.



Just taking a mouthful, was she really unable to eat anything now?



Samuel picked out a casual set for Nicole, and suddenly heard a slight noise from the bathroom.



He frowned slightly and quickly walked over secretly.





Nicole vomited seriously on the toilet, but she couldn't let Samuel hear it. She could only try harder to
suppress her vomiting, but she felt more uncomfortable.



Hearing that, Samuel was heartbroken, and opened the bathroom door directly. When he saw Nicole
vomiting lying on the toilet, he quickly held her up and walked out of the bathroom.



Nicole was surprised and a little bit ashamed.

“I didn't mean it. I'm a bit sick, I...”



"I know."



Samuel was near tears at that time.



He put Nicole on the sickbed, and told the doctor about her situation.



The doctor knew Nicole was in a complicated condition.



"Mr. Green, let's talk outside."





The doctor said finally.



Nicole tightly grabbed Samuel's hand and said, "It's okay to say this to me. I want to know what's wrong
with me. I was like this when Allen forced me to eat, even forcibly stuffing food to me, but I can't eat it.
I'm really hungry, but my stomach refuses anything.”



Samuel felt terribly distressed when seeing her eyes full of tears.



He hugged Nicole tightly and said to the doctor: "Just say here, she has the right to know.



The doctor was stunned. But Samuel said that firmly, the doctor nodded, "No major problems, Mrs.
Green. As I said, she has some gastrointestinal disorders, but it would not affect her eating. The reason
I think should be the psychological effect. Mrs. Green must have suffered something bad related to
eating, which gave her a psychological shadow to refuse to take any food."



When Nicole heard the doctor said so, she quickly pushed Samuel away, and ran to the toilet again,
vomiting dimly.





Samuel seemed to understand something, and whispered to the doctor, "Do you have any treatment?”



“No. Unless she opens her heart, she may be like this in the rest of her life.”



Samuel knew the doctor said something frightening.



He also knew that it absolutely was related to what happened in the Fallen Paradise Club.



Samuel lifted Nicole upon the sickbed when she vomited jadedly.



After lying on the bed, Nicole wrapped herself up with a quilt to keep herself from Samuel.



"What are you doing?" he asked.



Samuel didn't want her to do so, but she was very stubborn.





"I'm sick. I don’t want to eat. Just leave me alone, OK?"



Nicole didn't yell at him, but she looked so empty made Samuel more upset.



"I don't care. I will find ways to heal you.”



“It won't. Samuel you don't even know what I have suffered, and I don't want you to know. Don't ask
me, and just leave me alone, OK?"



The joy that Nicole felt when she was rescued by Samuel, was gone at this moment.



She suddenly found that even if Samuel helped her out, she and he would not be a loving couple
again.



Those terrible things were carved into her heart, which she could never forget forever.



Samuel wanted to say something, but saw that Nicole was afraid at this time, "You are always my love
in my heart. Don't let those things hurt you and me. I have lost Lucas, and I can't be without you again.



Nicole, Zoe is next to you. Do you really want to see her like this?”



“No! No!"



Nicole suddenly became emotional.



She could scare Zoe Bush when her daughter saw her like this.



"Samuel, don't push me, please.”



Like a helpless child, Nicole curled up in her bed.



Samuel wanted to get close to her, but she refused. Samuel had to stop it when she was about to fall
down.



"Well, I would leave you alone. I'm just staying outside if you want me to spend the night outside, but
care me, please.’





Samuel turned around and left.



Nicole was really upset.



She actually hoped that Samuel would stay here for her.



But what should she tell?



Could she tell her unbearable past to him?



No!



She couldn't!



Absolutely not!



Nicole buried his head in the quilt, crying softly.





Everything was different. Everything was gone.



Samuel was even more upset when hearing her crying.



Seeing Samuel standing outside, Jacob Brown wondered whether to meet him, but Samuel saw him.



“Do me a favor.”



"Mr. Green, what's it?"



"Tell Mike I want to buy the Fallen Paradise Club. I don't care the real boss of it, even if it would cost a
lot of money.”



Jacob Brown was shocked at Samuel's decision.



To his surprise, Mr. Green wanted to buy the Fallen Paradise Club. Why? Was it about Mrs. Green?
Jacob Brown thought.






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