Chapter 1139 I'm Afraid I'll Hurt You

"What's going on?"

Nicole stood up and Samuel looked a little grave.

The two of them quickly ran out.

Joseph was directly thrown to the floor outside by Lucas and bumped into the cabinet at the side. The
cabinet banged because of the impact, which attracted Nicole and Samuel.

When they saw that Joseph was thrown out by Lucas, Nicole immediately felt heartache.

"Joseph, are you okay? Does it hurt? Let Mommy see if you are injured."

Joseph felt that his entire body was about to fall apart.

He had just fallen asleep and hadn’t expected that Lucas had actually woken up and threw him out
without saying a word.

His butt really hurt.

"Mommy, I'm fine. Go and see Lucas."

As soon as Joseph finished speaking, Samuel arrived at Lucas' room. He saw Lucas sitting in front of
the computer, opening the game interface and playing the game crazily. He didn't seem to feel anything
about what he had just done.

Samuel frowned slightly.

"What are you doing?"



Lucas only glanced at Samuel, then turned around and continued to play the game without saying a
word.

Possessed by his second personality, Lucas, was still indifferent.

Nicole did not dare to let Joseph and Lucas stay together anymore. She hurriedly carried Joseph back
to her room and called Ashley overnight to ask her to come over and take a look at Joseph.

After Ashley arrived, she checked Joseph and made sure that he was fine. Only then did Nicole let out
a sigh of relief.

"What happened?"

Ashley was slightly surprised.

Nicole didn’t want to tell her about that. She only said that Joseph fell off the bed when he slept. She
was afraid that he would get hurt so she asked her to come over and give him a check.

Since Joseph was fine, Ashley went back.

Samuel stayed at the door of Lucas' room for an entire night.

Lucas didn't say anything. He just played online games on the computer until the day broke. He walked
to the bed and fell asleep.

Samuel walked over to see Lucas. He really fell asleep.

He adjusted his son’s sleeping position and covered him with a quilt before leaving Lucas' room.

What happened last night was terrible.

Samuel came out and realized that Nicole had not slept all night.



Nicole's face was somewhat pale, and there were some dark circles under her eyes. She looked quite
pitiful.

"Go to sleep. Edwin just asked us to move over today. He didn't say the exact time. Go back to sleep
first. I'll call you later."

Hearing that, Nicole shook her head.

"I'm not sleepy."

It had been a long time since she stayed up and kept a clear mind like this.

Nicole looked at Samuel and smiled, "You go to sleep. Lucas needs our care. We can't fall ill. Why
don't we just take turns?"

"Are you all right?"

Samuel was very worried about this.

"I’m okay. I slept for a while and just woke up. You should go and rest. Or I'll get you something to eat."

As she spoke, Nicole was about to get up, but she was stopped by Samuel.

"Have a rest. I'll go to sleep."

Samuel didn’t have any appetite.

It was really heartrending to see his own son to be like this.

Seeing Samuel return to his room, Nicole sighed and got up to go to Lucas' room.



She looked at her sleeping son and thought of his thoughtfulness in the past. She regretted sending
Lucas to the military again.

Her child was still so young, but he had witnessed the cruelty of war too early. As his parents, they
were too cruel.

With that thought in mind, Nicole picked up Lucas and hugged him on her lap. She patted his body
gently as if he was a baby.

Lucas slept for about three hours before suddenly opening his eyes.

He immediately saw Nicole looking at him affectionately. Seeing the dark circles under her eyes, he
frowned slightly.

"Mommy?"

"Oh, Lucas. Are you hungry? Mommy will make you something delicious."

Nicole smiled faintly.

Lucas shook his head.

"I'm not hungry. I'm just a little tired. I’m aching all over."

"You played the game all night. That’s why you’re aching. Come, Mommy will give you a massage."

As she spoke, Nicole rubbed Lucas' arm.

Lucas was confused for a moment.

He played the game all night?



Why didn't he remember?

He subconsciously looked at the computer. The game interface was still on it. That game was indeed
his favorite.

Lucas frowned slightly.

"Mommy, I'm a little hungry. I want to eat porridge with preserved eggs and minced pork."

Lucas' sudden words surprised Nicole, but she said happily, "Alright, rest for a while. Mommy will make
it for you."

After saying that, Nicole went to the kitchen without any hesitation.

Lucas got up and went to Joseph's room.

Joseph was still asleep, but he always felt that there was someone staring at him, which scared him.

He suddenly opened his eyes and saw Lucas standing beside his bed like a ghost. He cried out in
shock and immediately jumped up.

"Don't come over! I should tell you, if you attack me again, I won’t show you any mercy. Although I can't
beat you, I'll make it hard for you."

Joseph thought that with such eyes and gloomy expression, Lucas was possessed by his second
personality.

He was on guard.

Lucas noticed that Joseph's posture was a little strange, as if his butt was injured.

His eyes narrowed slightly.



"What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? You threw me out in the middle of the night. My butt still hurts. I'm warning
you, you're just Lucas' second personality. Don't think that you can control his body now. Lucas'
willpower is strong and will definitely suppress you. I will also help."

Joseph said angrily.

Damn it.

Lucas had never made such a vicious move against him. This second personality was really annoying.

However, Lucas' heart skipped a beat.

Second personality?

Dissociative identity disorder!

He had dissociative identity disorder?

This information suddenly exploded in Lucas' head.

He looked at Joseph in a daze, even at a loss for what to do.

How could this be?

Wasn't that a mental illness?

He actually had a mental problem?

Mommy looked at him so worriedly just now because he was possessed by his second personality last
night, right?



Lucas felt very uncomfortable at the thought.

He had always thought that he was a strong person, but he didn't expect that he would become like
this.

Lucas couldn't accept it.

When Joseph saw him staring at him blankly, he couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva.

"Hey, what exactly are you doing?"

However, Lucas did not say anything and directly turned around and went upstairs.

Joseph was afraid that Lucas would do something dangerous. He hurriedly jumped out of bed and
wanted to catch up, but Lucas said coldly, "Don't follow me. I'm Lucas."

Joseph was so surprised that he opened his mouth wide.

Lucas?

How could that be?

Lucas went straight to Samuel's bedroom.

Samuel was still resting, but he was very alert. When Lucas came to him, he suddenly opened his
eyes. Seeing Lucas, he was slightly amazed, and a trace of confusion flashed through his eyes.

Lucas did not ignore Samuel's gaze. Although that confusion in his gaze flashed, Lucas saw it.

"Samuel, do I have dissociative identity disorder?"

Lucas was a straightforward inquirer.



Samuel froze for a moment, and after confirming that it was Lucas, he nodded heavily.

"Don't worry, your mother and I will accompany you in the treatment."

Hearing Samuel’s reply, Lucas fell silent.

Seeing that his son was not crying like the other children, Samuel felt extremely uncomfortable.

He stood up and hugged Lucas in his arms and whispered, "Sorry, Daddy ignored you. Daddy and
Mommy will accompany you. You will definitely be fine."

Lucas' heart was in turmoil. Although he was being hugged by Samuel, he was a little scared.

He didn't know what his second personality was like, whether it was aggressive or not, or even how
long he would be in this state. If Daddy and Mommy stayed with him all the time, they would definitely
ignore the others.

Thinking of Joseph and Zoe, Lucas felt even more uncomfortable.

They were the closest people to him, the people he always wanted to protect. However, now that he
had become the most aggressive person, how could he not be sad?

A tumult of feelings filled Lucas' mind. He did not struggle when he was hugged by Samuel. Instead, he
extended his arm and hugged Samuel. He whispered, "Samuel, help me."

This was the first time his son had asked him for help.

His voice carried a trace of tremor and fear. The uncontrollable identity disorder made him afraid.

Samuel felt very uncomfortable as if his heart was being roasted in the frying pan.

"I will help you, my son. I will definitely cure you."



Lucas' eyes were a little wet.

He bit his lower lip and whispered, "Samuel, take me to the base."

"What are you talking about?"

Samuel suddenly pushed Lucas away.

Now that the New Year was coming, there was no one in the base. Moreover, if Lucas were put in the
base, it would be an exile for him.

He would not agree, and Nicole would not agree either.

"Don't think nonsense. This isn't a terminal illness. You're just under too much pressure. Lucas, it was
thoughtless of Daddy and Mommy to show you the cruelty of the war too early. It’s not your fault.
Believe in Daddy and Mommy. You will be fine. You will definitely be fine."

Samuel looked at Lucas, his heart twitching fiercely.

"Samuel, I'm afraid that I’ll hurt you. I already hurt Joseph. Maybe tomorrow, I’ll hurt Mommy and Zoe. I
don't want to do this. I don't want to see the person I care about the most get hurt by me. That will
break my heart even more." Lucas said with a choked voice.

This was the first time Samuel saw Lucas cry.

Ever since his son came back, Samuel had never seen him cry.

Samuel felt sorry to see him bear so much.

Now he was crying for his illness, not for anything else, just for fear of hurting someone he cared about.
At this moment, Samuel's heart suddenly ached badly.

Lucas' eyes were a little wet.

He bit his lower lip and whispered, "Samuel, take me to the base."
"What are you talking about?"

Samuel suddenly pushed Lucas away.

Now that the New Year was coming, there was no one in the base. Moreover, if Lucas were put in the
base, it would be an exile for him.

He would not agree, and Nicole would not agree either.

"Don't think nonsense. This isn't a terminal illness. You're just under too much pressure. Lucas, it was
thoughtless of Daddy and Mommy to show you the cruelty of the war too early. It’s not your fault.
Believe in Daddy and Mommy. You will be fine. You will definitely be fine."

Samuel looked at Lucas, his heart twitching fiercely.

"Samuel, |'m afraid that I'll hurt you. | already hurt Joseph. Maybe tomorrow, I'll hurt Mommy and Zoe. |
don't want to do this. | don't want to see the person | care about the most get hurt by me. That will
break my heart even more." Lucas said with a choked voice.

This was the first time Samuel saw Lucas cry.
Ever since his son came back, Samuel had never seen him cry.
Samuel felt sorry to see him bear so much.

Now he was crying for his illness, not for anything else, just for fear of hurting someone he cared about.
At this moment, Samuel's heart suddenly ached badly.







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